I suck at doing things for the sake of doing them.
I suck at continuing to spin out ideas when I'm sure I have the right one.
I suck at confining my work to someone's asinine strictures.
I suck at taking direction from people who are uninformed. Or scared. Or wholly political.
I suck at lot of things.
Playing the game.
Speaking the newspeak jargon.
Eating shit on command.
Until recently I never really worried about sucking at these things
because I was good at work and was able to find clients that appreciated
my honesty, brains and dedication.
Now I worry that those things are no longer valued.
And we must leave no assed unkissed.