Bad mood Wednesday.

I suck at doing things for the sake of doing them.

I suck at continuing to spin out ideas when I'm sure I have the right one.

I suck at confining my work to someone's asinine strictures.

I suck at taking direction from people who are uninformed. Or scared. Or wholly political.

I suck at lot of things.

Playing the game.

Speaking the newspeak jargon.

Eating shit on command.

Until recently I never really worried about sucking at these things
because I was good at work and was able to find clients that appreciated
my honesty, brains and dedication.

Now I worry that those things are no longer valued.

And we must leave no assed unkissed.